THE LETTER, reproduced here, was written by a monastic
spiritual father, who, when he asked for prayers for one of the sick
members of his synodia, had been asked by a correspondent why it was
monastics, being dedicated to God, should suffer in the same way as lay
people do.
First, monastics live, get sick, and die. They are
like any human being. Monastics are brilliant, of normal intelligence,
and slow; they are sometimes uneducated and sometimes superbly educated;
they are handsome, plain, and ugly; they are tall, normal, and short;
they are thin, of medium weight, and fat; they are weak and strong; they
are virgins and widows and widowers; they are healthy and unhealthy;
they are gentle and they are stern; they have natural spiritual
abilities and they struggle for spiritual gifts -- monastics, monks and
nuns alike, are as diverse as any group of people.
As I repeatedly tell lay people, one of the worst
habits in the Church is to speak of clergy and lay people or Black
(monastic) and White (married) clergy as somehow distinct and thus to
divide the faithful. We are, clergy and non-clergy and unmarried and
married clergy, ALL the people of God. Thus, we all set an example for
one another. We are all called to the same virtues and prone to the
same foibles. In this common Christian witness to one another,
monastics simply set (ideally, at least) a more austere standard.
If laymen are called to fast, monastics fast with
them, but forgo meat at all times. If married Orthodox couples fast
from the flesh during lenten days and periods (as do observant Jews,
incidentally -- a fact which so many modernist Orthodox forget when
decrying this ancient tradition), monastics do so all of the time. If
Christians in general are called to live modestly, the wealthier giving
alms to the poor, monastics are called to own nothing. If families give
comfort in their love, monastics show that we can make anyone a family
member through love. If life on earth can give us innocent pleasure,
monastics show us that living in the spiritual world brings us more
enduring pleasure. The list goes on.
If, then, monastics simply set a more rigorous
example of Christian life, it stands to reason that they should give
witness in resisting temptation, in enduring misfortune, and in learning
to cope with physical disease and all of the ailments that, in a fallen
world, befall innocent people as well as evil people, children as well
as adults, and the religious as well as the irreligious.
Thus, God often inflicts the strongest and best
monastics with tremendous trials, so that they can serve as an example
to the weaker in spirit and body of the powers that we have at hand in
spiritual life, if we simply call on them and trust in God. We can
endure much more than we think. If happiness can tell us what life
should be, were we not fallen creatures, adversity also serves a
purpose: that of showing us what strength still survives in us, even in
an imperfect world. Thus the ascetic life of monasticism aims at
adversity of an instructive kind.
Second, an anthropomorphic god who punishes
people with illness and rewards them with health is not the True God as
we Orthodox understand Him. God is, in His essence, unknowable, beyond
understanding, and beyond our very concepts of being itself. But He
manifests Himself in love: in the only force in which we can grasp what
is beyond our cognitive understanding. Thus, God chastises us in love,
often allowing illness to befall us, in order that we might understand
that life exists beyond life as we know it and to remind us that the
earthly life is transitory and impermanent. Illness and the prospect of
death serve this purpose well. They are not punishments; they are
lessons.
At the same time, God, in His ineffable mercy,
allows the spiritually strong (and especially accomplished monastics) to
suffer illness, deformity, and even severe pain, so that they can
increase in their communion with the spiritual world and, once again,
set a good example for others. If, in our everyday lives, we can find
no pattern to the chaos of suffering and disease, in the persons of
gifted monastics we can see a glimpse of the order and meaning that lie
within the apparent chaos, since graceful affliction contains order.
In suffering monastics (that is, in those who are
worthy of this gift and spiritually strong enough to endure it), we find
evidence that life is not chaotic, that order underlies the fallen
chaos, and that one can grow and prosper in illness and in the worst
possible circumstances. We have a glimpse, in such instances, of the
superficiality of our world view and of our notions of happiness and of
pleasure. We are given examples in actual men and women of the Divine
power that comes from God, as well as a taste of the ultimate joy that
comes from union with Him.
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